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Chadar Trek - Ladakh

“The fall was fast. The impact was painful and there was a moment of silence”   The flying legs came down to the ground after the body hit the white Ice floor first with a loud thud sound. Shaken, scared, hurt and impossible to get back on one’s legs unless someone picks you up. And then slowly your sense organs start working one by one. First you start hearing. It’s the roar of laughter from behind you by your own friends. Who are literally holding their stomach laughing loudly re-imagining your fall and they are keeping count. After a brief moment, you search for the walking stick that has fallen with you. If you are lucky, one of the laughing idiots will kick it closer to you  you grab that, hold onto it, and like a baby getting to know how to stand up for the first time, you get back on your legs. The bag on your shoulders is heavier than it seemed in the morning and you feel like a bloated bear wearing 5 layers of clothing. The fall has shaken you. The white glossy ice

Looking forward to the Past!!!

It wasn’t like this before…the vision can’t get blur so soon….Was that an 18 year old girl or was that just a whiff of fresh air which went past you….? My legs shouldn’t be giving away so soon….weren’t these the same legs that ran all over the football ground without a break just because the audience was calling your name..( ok ok..nick name)……why is the heart beating so fast as if it saw the girl who dumped you..…..Or is it just that the fat from the fried onion bhajjis and that one-extra samosa finally taking over me....….Oh c’mon..!!.. am I not still a few years away to reach Forty…..it’s been just half way in the run and suddenly the finish line to my first ever marathon seems so difficult… and I am thinking if my midlife-crisis a reality finally ??… I am wondering if I have aged to reach the stage where you plan a race and not run it…where you give prizes on the podium but not swim to win one…where you cheer your kid score a soccer goal with your ass resting on the bench… …

Trip to Heavens via Kodachadri

Both my hands were rock steady holding onto the thunderbird’s handle..I could feel that my heart was beating to the tunes of the Dhug dhug sound coming out of the silencer..a drizzle was trying to mask my razor sharp view of the road ahead through the helmet glass..the jacket did not offer that much fight to the strong chill air..and as the right leg moved away from the brakes and the left leg ensured we were in top gear, the bullet zoomed past just like the hungry tiger which jumped from its soft hidden silent moves into a sudden rush of ferocious speed to hunt its prey. The more faster the tiger moved, the more rhythmic the travel felt. The highway turned and swirled like the curves of a beautiful woman and slowly I felt a yogic pleasure being part of the nature’s simplest pure joy around me., The trees zoomed past both sides of my eyes, the far away hill seemed to be coming closer by the second, the lust green paddy fields on either side made way for thick bunch of trees and retur

Trails from the Himalaya

As the plane took off from the runway, I started to have my palms wet as usual…yes, it always happens despite a decade of me taking flights. and me and my fear of heights always remain…but it is very strange that some things just don’t change in a flight journey… there is this husky voice coming out of nowhere just when you thought all is well at 30000 feet above…saying…this you your captain speaking and we are now entering into a area of turbulence…..Man!! who made this guy a captain..if he knows very well he is entering into the turbulence weather..why the fuck does he enter..can’t he take a slight detour to avoid those clouds…and just then, as soon as I would have convinced my heart to stop racing and would have slept to avoid anything that scares me,  the sexy airhostess will always wake you up..tell you to open the window shades, fold the tray table, sit upright and put your seat belts…as if I am going to miss out watching something spectacular in the sky when the plane starts s

Changing Seasons..!!

Green hard seat and a rusted bar to hold…pressed to the corner by the two fat men and sticking onto the mud stuck window ..luckily half opened and blowing enough wind to keep you wide awake..endless coffee estates running behind your sight..in between some villages..some open paddy fields..occasional group of villagers…all of them ignorant that the red bus is zipping past them and taking me to my Coorg....the more the distance covered by the bus…I was feeling more away from the school…more away from the routine…and gradually into a space which I would have been waiting..for months now.. All my school days..I would wait for the sultry and sweaty summer…for a carefree two months of discover-your-life-times…feel highly energetic…eat amazingly fast and full..play almost all day and night..and only worry about which game to play next at the end of one.. I believe that your parents also love you more these days…it seems strange but true… there would be no yelling from the kitchen

Love thy women!!!!!

For most of you who care…my writing is getting a little boring because I have been harping on just one theme for such a long time..that of friendships/heartaches /love at first and second sights/school crushes and adult fondness   and all those temporary soft emotions of life…!!! I guess, in order to balance my life between being a teenager at heart and a middle aged bald short guy in reality..I have always been biased towards living a dreamy life..lovey dovey stuff has been my way of escaping from realities of life..but every dream has to end..isn’t it..? I definitely want to write more about the realities of life..the hunger in Somalia (which is sometimes similar to that in my office canteen)… about the wars being fought in Middle East (similar to our living rooms) ; about Indian Hockey team’s perfect score in London (which resembles my Trignometry marks in PUC )…about how water is costlier than milk in Bangalore..how solar powered vehicles can save our planet..how politicians

Get up and Keep walking !!!

To write a blog normally, I take inspiration from how and with whom I spend my days and nights… my relationships with friends of different kinds..sometimes from known strangers :)  It’s been almost two months since I wrote my mind for all my friends who read my blog. I did promise that I will write often, but things haven’t been well with me as a person and hence the delay. Not that I am back to the best of my writer’s mind but today is a rare day when I found myself totally alone. Away from loved ones..away from even those who don’t care anymore. This year has been a roller-coaster.. It included some of my best moments in life...there were moments which have been the “Top of my life” happy moments…there were days and nights which will be the saddest of my life of 33 years. There have been some compliments which made me feel on cloud nine …there have been comments that I wish I never heard. There were moments which made loved ones trust me with their deepest secrets and ther